Im back...

Wow, its been so long since i've last blogged. While im glad to mention that im blogging with a better mood today hehe. I guess it's because i've managed to leave the "luggages" behind... it has been hard trying to let go... but i guess it was necessary. It is so true that your peripheral vision is enhanced and made clearer after taking a step backwards. You tend to forget the things that are truly important in life when you over-concentrate your focal point on an issue that is not so important after all.

Chinese new year was really fun. Ang baos are great but it was the family bonding that really mattered. The special thing about this cny was having my long-time-no-see relatives from malaysia visiting. Cny is usually great, but its even greater with them around as all of us would take the extra effort and time to make them feel at home. As usual, i only went visiting my close relatives. And each time i've been playing mahjong with my cousins. We were gambling, but the odds were small. My luck sucks to the core this year haha... whatever that involves gambling, be it black jack, mahjong or pairs, i always lose. And since i was playing mahjong for 4 conseceutive days i've lost quite an amt haha. I think possibly 60 dollars odd. Yes i was the big loser. It felt sucky to have such horrid luck, but i reminded myself of the family bonding involved. An average of 15 dollars per day spent on entertainment and bonding is totally worth it:)

Ponned school and training on Monday (the first day of school after cny). I couldn't get back into my usual school life. Thoroughly enjoyed the cny period. When i finally had to return to school on tuesday which was yesterday, i felt like dying. Going to school was like skinning me alive and slicing my body flesh haha. Having lectures for a total of 7 hrs was crazy. It took every effort i had to stay and complete the curriculum and not pack my bag and leave half-way. Was proud of myself man hahaha!!! Then when i saw xiuzhen in school, she said that its already the 6th week of school and yet she has only seen me 3 times in school wahaha... come to think of it, i think im really horrid.

Anyway, i was busy stuffing myself with junk. Time to stop eating all those junk and get back to my healthy lifestyle. Hanging out with my cousins who are mostly older than me and have already stepped into the working society during cny gives me the urge to start working. I always thought that studying is more enjoyable than working since other than exams, assignments and school, its mostly freedom to do want you want to do. Hmm im not so sure about my perceived conception anymore. Maybe work is better without having to deal with exams and school... furthermore u get paid $$$.

My relatives from malaysia went home yesterday... felt so sad even though i'v only been with them for like 6 days. Wish they could have stayed longer. Felt a special bond with this female cousin of mine. Too bad they had to leave so soon.

Looks like there's nothing to look forward to anymore. Hmm must find something interesting to pursue!!! Thats it for now folks.

P.S The impending exams that will occur in 2 weeks time are getting on my nerves.